Skeptical Optimism

As more time goes on throughout the movement, the more I must get real. There are a lot of things to be black pilled about but at the same time, there is still a lot of hope in my heart for the future. I put my FAITH AND TRUST IN GOD and that is how I able to go through my days. Sure I have been depressed about things here and there but I don’t let it swallow my life up like I did when I was black pilled.

I certainly have black pilled before and this is not it. I am filled with more hope with a dash of a black pill. The black pill, in this case means, that I see things for what they are and have logic and reasoning behind the dystopia. I can complain all I want about the ways of the world but if I didn’t have hope, then that would be on the blacker side.

I found the term “skeptical optimism” when 2024 election was going on. I had to remain optimistic regardless of who my President is and I need to have a sense of skepticism because I am a conspiracy theorist.

I must get real and say that there are dashes of black pills out there on the daily: how things look so bleak with the AI and automation being thrown at us, the drastic inflation, the lack of jobs, the lack of brick and mortar stores that once was, and the general ways of the world are over as we know it. “It’s the end of the world as we know it and I feel fine,” goes the REM tune.

Nowadays I am online a lot less than I used to be. Certainly not 24/7 any more and I definitely take even more breaks than ever before. If the moment strikes, I may take an unannounced night off of the internet. Sometimes I can take a weekday off and see that I have not missed anything.

I’ve learned the importance of seeing things in many angles especially within the last six months. Current events never seem to be what they are telling us. The narratives seem to be controlled in many various ways. It is important to keep an open mind and not take everything at face value. There are times when I don’t even form an opinion because not enough information is given and then we are onto the next psyop.

I find it both a blessing and a curse to not have children at this time or my lifetime. It is a blessing because I don’t have to sheild my child or children from the evils of the world nor do I have to teach a mini me the ways of the world that insult my soul. It is a curse for it is the best way to tell the deep state to FUCQ off.

It is with the faith in my heart that I know that there is still a better future ahead. We must control what we are capable of and to not lose sight of taking care of the people we love. It’s ok to be informed, just not ignorant that there is shit going on.

If all else fails, it helps to microdose or get high. Just sayin.